Violet Mae

Before the cuteness of this post, I would like to say a huge thank you to everyone who has shown me love and support over the past two weeks, from the house excitement to thoughts about my mom to encouraging words about my business.  You will never know how much it means to me.  Its times like these that I really feel the community of this blogging world.  It is a very real thing to me.  So, thank you!

Now, on to the cuteness!!!  I post pics of my kitty Bella quite often b/c she is always right next to me, and frankly, always napping, so she is super easy to get good snaps of.  Violet on the other hand is always moving and shaking!  But since it was freezing last week, she spent more time inside then she probably would have liked.  I opened the curtain in the bedroom so she could still see what was going on outside, and she was glued to it!  I mean like a statue, just staring out the window!  It was so funny.  I was all up in her face with the camera and she didnt even blink!!!  I loved every second of it.  She is such a pretty girl.  

I cant really describe how much I love this dog.  I never thought I would have a dog until I found her.  She was a stray living under a shed next to my house.  Someone had obviously dumped her and abused her b/c she was soooo scarred and skiddish.  I sat in my yard every afternoon after work calling to her.  Each day she would get a little more curious.  Until finally she worked up the courage to come all the way over to me.  Once she saw that I was wanting to pet her and love her, she pretty much just rolled over and ate it up.  She was desperately in need of love.  From that moment, I pretty much claimed her.  I talked to my boyfriend at the time and he agreed.  So I started naming names, of course all of the names I had saved up in my head for children... and when I got to Violet, she got all excited, so it stuck!  And now, she is half of my business name!

Okay, so is she not the cutest pup ever???  In these pics, she needed a bath, so her furr is all sorts of crazy, but I think she looks cute like that.  Oh, and she never smells like a dog.  Best smelling dog ever, I actually love to smell her when she comes inside b/c she usually smells like campfire.  And one really weird thing about me, I love to smell her paws.  Just about every night before we go to be we have Violet cuddle time in bed, and I take huge whiffs of her paws!  Kind sounds gross now that I wrote that, but I love it!!!  Now just look at her sweet eyes, her little black mouth, her teddy bear ears (i seriously think she traded her ears with another pup), her crazy hair, her skunk tail, the way she crosses her paws when she sits.... okay, Im a bit obsessed with my dog.


Her middle name Mae comes from the little girl in Totoro, for her sweet adventurous spirit.

PEACE,
Laura

Memories of Her...

I decided to create a new little series dedicated to my mom.  Little memories of her.  Things to keep her spirit alive, and things to look back on as I may begin to forget them.  This photo here is the essence of mother.  She was my best friend and biggest fan.  God I wish I could physically show her all of my creations from the past few years.  So here is memory number one, as it pertains to current events in my own life...



A few days ago, I stumbled across someone on etsy who is obviously copying my work.  It hurts my heart and makes me feel violated.  And I wish my mom was here today to talk about it b/c she of all people knew very much how this feels.  She started her jewelry business making pieces of art made from china dishes.  I am wearing one in the photo above.  It was her original idea that she birthed and brought to life, and over a course of almost 30 years, this baby grew to be a big beautiful very much loved idea.  After a few years of doing it, many others started to create the same things, even people who worked for her and whom she sold wholesale to.  It was a very sad thing to watch b/c I saw the pain and heartache it brought to my mom, and the disrupt it brought to our family b/c of fighting.  Yes, these things do cause real harm to real people.  It is a very sad thing to watch someone steal your work b/c they have no creativity in themselves.  So for years my mother just kept on doing her thing and creating works of love.  For the most part it was okay, b/c she was still able to feed her family and all of the important things.  But in the end, it very much had alot to do with her sickness I believe b/c it caused alot of stress and worry and strain on her business.  As these other peoples companies grew bigger with her idea, it was harder and harder for her to compete with them, especially b/c some of them were even having them mass produced in other countries.  Which is wayyyy sad.  But my mom always held her head high and stayed true to herself.  She never ever gave into changing her jewelry to become something more stream lined.  She always kept it true to herself, and I admire that about her so very much.  She has taught me so much about being an artist, and being myself.  So now that I am finding myself in the same boat, Im wishing I had her to talk to about.  Now that she has had a lifetime of wisdom on the subject, I wish I knew what she would say.  So, I guess my memory of her for this time, is just about being the amazing artist and business woman that she was.  And I pray that I do not let these people consume me and make me sick like her.  Im not saying that is what gave her her cancer, but I know that the years of stress about things like this definitely contributed to it.  I intend to slowly grow my business in the same manner as she did, with lots of hard work, lots of love, and by staying true to myself.

I love you mom.

PEACE,
Laura

Chaos is one word for it...

So, I have consecutively missed 3 Top Five Fridays and 2 Makes My Heart Sing posts!  Wow.  Things have been super super busy over here the past two weeks.  Im ready to get back to normal.  But it may be a while, so just bare with me!  I have not forgotten about sharing those posts!

*I took this photo a while back for a diptych project titled Chaos, and I thought it was appropriate for this post, ha ha*

Gosh its been a while since Ive done creative self portraits.  Maybe Ill post some of my past favorites on here for you guys...

Progress report on house is that I am waiting for my taxes to be done, then on to the next step!

Im still having a $10 necklace sale to facebook followers only!  Add me if youde like to be in on it!

I could use some really good vibes today to help me get through a sticky situation.  xo.

PEACE,
Laura