SOUL SISTER

The other day I received a love package from a sweet soul sister.  It was one of those unexpected packages that nearly brings you to tears, it was filled with so much love.  My heart was swollen thinking of the connection that I have with this dear friend, and missing her so much.  The pretties she sent were way to beautiful to not share.  They are all trinkets she found along her journey from Oregon, New Mexico, Scotland and the ocean. 

The beautiful vintage necklace below she found in Astoria Oregon.  I think its one of the most amazing vintage necklaces Ive ever laid eyes on, the way it opens up.  She put in pics of me and James and our sun signs.  So thoughtful and special.


This book below blew my mind with its beauty.  Written in 1971 in San Francisco, and beautiful illustrated with line drawings for each herb.  It has very interesting descriptions of the herbs histories, and what they were used for throughout the ages.  She got it for me after reading that I was going to be taking an apothecary class this next year.  It could not be more perfect, or feel more like home to me.  This is a book I will treasure for a lifetime, and pass down to my children.  Here is a peek at some of the loveliness inside...


One other thing she included in the package was one of her favorite poems she had written out.  The title of the poem 'river' is a special bond between us, from Joni Mitchell.  This poem is by Carol Ann Duffy, and its beautiful.  I hung it on my special wall that is next to my computer, where I can see it often.  Right under my mama.


River
by Carol Ann Duffy

Down by the river, under the trees, love waits for me
to walk from the journeying years of my time and arrive.
I part the leaves and they toss me a blessing of rain.

The river stirs and turns, consoling and fondling itself
with watery hands, its clear limbs parting and closing.
Grey as a secret, the heron bows its head on the bank.

I drop my past on the grass and open my arms, which ache
as though they held up this heavy sky, or had pressed
against the window glass all night as my eyes sieved the stars;

open my mouth, wordless at last, meeting love at last, dry
from travelling so long, shy of a prayer.  You step from the shade, 
and I feel love come to my arms and cover my mouth, feel

my soul swoop and ease itself into my skin, like a bird
threading a river.  Then I can look full in the face, see
who you are I have come this far to find, the love of my life.


I am following along Marissa's Grateful Project, and even though I have not been consistent with it, I would say this is a big one for me.  Im so grateful to have a handful of friends in my life that I have such a deep soulful connection with.  Although we dont see each other very often, the love is always there, and I am so grateful for it. 

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AND THE WINNER IS...

Congrats Brett!  You won the canvas wrapped photo print from ICanvasART.com giveaway!!  Please email me at violet_bella (at) hotmail.com to claim your canvas!  Thank you so much to everyone who entered, I really wished I could give each and everyone of you one...  

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INSTAGRAM LOVE

If you dont know already, Im a bit in loveeee with instagram.  Its quite ridiculous at times, but it just makes tiny little moments of my day so dreamy looking, and keeps them all in one nice place.  Pretty much my favorite social network to date.  Probably b/c my brain sees things in pictures, so its just natural for me.  These are some from this past month.  Follow along on instragram: lauramazurek.

P.S.  I get asked alot what filters I use, and I have decided on this one to just not answer anymore.  I have a certain look that I use for most of my images, and there have been many times after telling someone where their photo stream ends up looking just like mine.  Im kind of working on the issue of people on the internet molding themselves into others.  I see it on a daily basis these days.  I want people to explore and think for themselves, and ultimately become themselves, not just be like somebody else.  I know that seems a little extreme for just a photo app, but its those little things that begin this process.  I dont mean this to come off as rude at all.. for now its just a thought Ive had lately.  Does anyone else feel this way about the online community at times?  Do you see people blurring the lines of being their authentic selves verses becoming just like someone else?  Ive sort of always noticed it in the blogging community, but much more so these days...  And maybe its all just a part of people finding themselves... I go back and forth in my mind about it not being that big of a deal at all, to it feeling slightly intrusive, I guess.  Just thoughts... nothing more. 

*below are a few more words Id like to add after posting this two days ago*

Knowing that posting this was potentially going to stir up some conflict, which is one thing I hate to do, Im still glad I faced my fear of speaking about it and did anyways.  That being said, some of the comments have really made me think twice about it, and has helped my perspective a bit.  So thank you.  Just like everyone else, I have some learning and growing to do in all areas of my life, and this is definitely one of them.  Its something I have dealt with many times before, and the feelings keep cropping up, and sometimes I just feel like I need to let it out.  This post above was definitely not just, or even really, about the photo app itself.  I should of thought twice about using that as a starting point for this thought of mine.  Its more about seeing people online molding themselves into someone else, and I guess this was just one more little way.  There are times when it seems like each step you make, there is someone two steps behind you doing the same things... and at times it can start to feel a bit invasive.   That is all.  I dont mean to be taking anything away from the designers of the apps, I never even thought about that.  This is a subject I will definitely ponder more on, in my own time.  Thank you for helping me to see things in a new light.  Sometimes that is all we need.  If anything came out of this post, besides having some people think Im not the greatest, is a moment of personal growth.

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BELLA ROSA

I just had to share some of the beauty that is my Bella.  Its been a while since Ive done so.  I think she is just the prettiest kitty Ive ever known... but then again, I am her mother.  She is my bestie.  She does everything I do, even if I pee.  She has a little bit of attachment issues with me.  If I leave for the evening, she will poop in the middle of the living room.  Im serious, she is a mama's girl.  She loves sleeping in cardboard boxes the best.  And if she smells us eating peas at dinner time, she is right there, the girl loves peas.  She loves to roll around in the dirt, Ill show some pics soon I got of her after doing so.  She is my girl. 

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