It feels like the last few weeks life has taken so many turns and has kept me on my toes as far as getting what I thought I would be able to get done... It feels like Ive been going through a whole season of lessons in letting go and going with the flow of life. With a whole magazine to create, it has been hard to let go of alot of timelines, but in the end, even though it won't come out on the originally planned date, I know it will still be a beautiful product that will be worth the wait. Once again it has also reminded me that at some point I really need to put a whole team together to make this baby run smoother. Alot of details for one person to handle and keep on a perfect timeline. So, with keeping this in perspective, I am NOT going to beat myself up for any failed deadlines or twists and turns that come about, and I WILL remind myself everyday that when it is released will be the perfect timing that was suppose to happen all along. This is art after all. I know Ive kind of already talked about this here before, but writing it out, even a million times if I need to, helps me. Alot of times I find when I write here on my blog, I process alot of things that come up in my mind.
Today some changes in plans have occurred since before I even woke up. James couldn't make it to work b/c he was not feeling well. He went to bed not feeling well and woke up the same. Then while he was getting ready for work, before he fully decided he wasn't going to make it in, he dropped his phone and shattered it. So now, we have to go get it fixed today, which means one more day of not getting to my list. This is kind of how things have gone for weeks now. Every time I think I'm going to have a day to really get in here and focus on the magazine or custom orders, something happens and throws the day off. Whether its something like a phone breaking, or waking up with a migraine, etc. It may just be the universe making me take my time on things so that this magazine will come out on a certain day, who knows! I do believe things work in mysterious ways like that.
Anyway, this post has nothing to do with this beautiful outfit above. It was from a nice day though! James took the photos for me, which doesn't happen too often, so that was fun. Then afterwards we took a nature walk down by our river. The weather was so beautiful and it was such a nice day. And isn't this dress beautiful? Such a pretty color!
